I'm feeling better. I'm out of pain. It's like a fog lifted.
I have more energy. I'm not sad.
Suddenly my two year old is delicious again.
She is making me laugh with her crazy antics, I love her sweetness and kisses.
I miss her when I'm not with her.
The seven year old is delightful, silly and loving.
She and I have long chats about everything from evolution to Barbie.
It is such a relief to want to be a full time mom again.
To be enjoying it.
Then someone sent me these:
So beautiful. So funny and creative. So cute.
I had one of those lightbulb moments.
Being a mom is about joy. It's about having fun.
It's about making it fun.
I had forgotten.